Tasha Van Howe

I have many stories to tell, but writing them is the hard part.

Follow along as I brave this chapter in life.

Under the mentorship of NY Times bestselling author, Richard Paul Evans,

Tasha has written a story of grief, loss, and love.

Tasha has been invited as both the keynote and guest speaker and

can be heard on nationally syndicated radio and

podcasts such as Infertile AF, Infertility and Me, and the Chat.

Tasha hopes her story will reach a broad range of readers and provide

them with inspiration and strength never to give up.


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Hey there! Thank you for stopping by, and Welcome! I was born and raised in sunny Southern California, where I knew I would be a writer early on. I started writing stories in grade school, completed my first book in junior high, and was on the newspaper staff in college. Honored to be a multiple award-winning author, I draw inspiration for writing through life experiences and the people I love. My greatest honors have been marrying my high-school sweetheart, Jeff, and being a mommy to one of Heaven’s sweetest angels, Brodie. When my head isn’t in a book or writing, you will find me on the couch with the hubby, watching a movie with a hot cup of tea. We enjoy using our free time to travel around the world and taking our dogs, Ari and Maxwell, on road trips throughout the U.S. Still based out of So-Cal, we continue to share our time giving back by hosting annual toy and jacket drives and a back-to-school fundraiser for our local children’s home.

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fall in love, get married, start a family.

Seems easy enough, doesn’t it? When people hear our story, they often shake their heads in disbelief, and I find myself doing the same. Falling in love with and marrying my high-school sweetheart came so naturally; it never occurred to me that starting our family wouldn’t.

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What did I do wrong? Does God hate me? High school sweethearts, Tasha and Jeff, always dreamed of having a family. Instead, they find themselves mourning the loss of their only child, then riding a roller coaster of failed attempts at IVF and a scandalous adoption that ended in heartbreak, leaving Tasha beginning to doubt the value of her life.

Through their losses and love, Tasha and Jeff begin to piece together a new and imperfect life, learning that sometimes it’s the imperfect and the unexpected that brings them closer together.

Miss Me, Always is a story about loss, depression, infertility, and the struggle to start a family. Through unpredictable times,

a love story unfolds from high school sweethearts through marriage.


May. 22, 2023 at 1:41 PM PDT


Ed Kalegi talks with author Tasha Van Howe about her new book "Miss Me, Always."

From the May 20th/21st national radio broadcast of "The Weekend with Ed Kalegi."

(Copyright 2023 Entertainment Extravaganza Productions)

MISS ME ALWAYS: Child Loss, Infertility and Adoption ChallengesJune 13, 2023 • 14 mins

Infertility advocate and "Miss Me Always" author, Tasha Van HoweAugust 10, 2023 • 46 mins

as legal battles loom, understanding ivf- february 27, 2024- 15 mins


Arvida Book Co. Presents: The Bunk House Book Tour

Aug 14, 2023 Infertility And Me Podcast

Tasha Van Howe, a wife, author, and repeated loss mom, shares her tumultuous battle with unexplained infertility that began two years after she and her high school sweetheart & husband married. Tasha goes into great detail about caring for her mom, who was diagnosed with Alzheimer's & dementia while going through a complicated pregnancy, newborn loss, repeated grief, IVF, and an unbelievable adoption story to which she and Jeff are still fighting.

April 8, 2024 talkshop.live interview

Haini Wolfgramm, superstar and bass guitarist of 'The Jets' and his wife Sarah, sit down with award-winning author Tasha Van Howe to discuss love & infertility, infant loss, grief & her inspirational book that's taking readers by storm,

Miss Me, Always.

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One summer while under the mentorship of New York Times best selling author Richard Paul Evans we were fortunate enough to be invited to his ranch for a writer s retreat While at the retreat we learned how to bring our Stories to Life but it was in the Bunkhouse that we became instant friends and brought Life to our Stories

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